locked doors

Apr 28, 2019

“On the evening of that first day of the week,
the doors were locked where the disciples were for fear…”

In today’s gospel it is evening of the day of the resurrection and the disciples are behind locked doors because of their fear. A couple of verses later a week has passed and the disciples are again gathered with the doors locked.

I googled ‘Catholic churches’ then clicked on the image tab. Almost every church image that popped up was of a church with doors that were visibly closed and probably locked.

Then I remembered our Christchurch Catholic cathedral recalling that its front doors were always closed and locked except when a bride or a body was entering or exiting. While a smaller side door was unlocked during daylight hours (as with many churches), the view from the road proclaimed loudly “this church is closed.”

Churches were often built with two sets of main doors: large heavy doors that were visibly wide open advertising openness to the world and attraction to the interior, and smaller interior doors to protect the inside from weather. The message to those passing-by was this church is open.

The image of closed and locked church doors has become an apt metaphor for many people’s experience of the church. Whereas once people of all faiths and none knew that (while they may not be a full communicating member of the Catholic Church), the church door was always open for a few moments of silent prayer in the midst of a busy day or family or work crisis.  People understood that a church was a place set-aside for interaction with God who might (outside of this peaceful environment) seem distant or foreign. Often the interaction also involved the lighting of a candle or pondering with a prayer from a hymn book found in a pew.

While sound theology and carefully crafted parish mission statements may communicate openness, our church buildings must also communicate this welcome.

Some will immediately argue that church security prevents leaving church doors unlocked, but most problems happen in a church when those who might cause damage know that because the church appears to be closed from the outside the chance of them being disturbed on a spree of vandalism or theft is slim. Keep in mind too that for a few hundred dollars a good motion-sensing video security system can be linked to a cell phone providing monitoring if necessary.

By openness, I also mean inclusiveness. An inclusive community or family is not one in which anything goes, but an environment where anyone who seeks the priorities  of the family or community will feel at home.

The Catholic church communicates much that I struggle to live. I’m not sure that I will ever achieve harmony with the scriptural and church call to live every moment with love and charity, forgiving others and acting with justice (to say nothing of some of my other serious sins). But I know I have a home in the Catholic church if my deepest (albeit not achieved desire) is to live in harmony with Jesus who is God-with us.

And here’s the best news of all: even though the doors were locked by the disciples, this was no barrier to Jesus’ entry.

Jesus came and stood in their midst
and said to them, “Peace be with you.”

and a few verses later:

Now a week later his disciples were again inside
and Thomas was with them.
Jesus came, although the doors were locked,
and stood in their midst and said, “Peace be with you.”

An Invitation:

  • Take a moment to ponder Pope Francis’ offering the way out of being closed: “Prayer, as humble entrustment to God and his holy will, is always the way out of our becoming “closed”, as individuals and as a community. It is always the eminent way out of our becoming “closed”. 29 June 2016



  1. I like your comments Father. The church doors should always be open so anyone can come in and pray or seek assistance in their time of need. Surely this is what churches are for – Jesus wants us to open our arms to those who are seeking Him.

  2. This reading has particular relevance today as we struggle to transform our church to become the open inclusive welcoming community Christ intended. So many are excluded from full participation, divorced and repartnered, LGBT, women from ordained ministry etc. Of the latter we have been told “that door remains closed” but that was no barrier to the Risen Christ entering the room where the frightened disciples were huddled. What an image of today’s church! The Spirit if the Risen Christ is alive and active outside the walls of the Church. May our Church leaders not be afraid to open the doors and let us in!

  3. Closed doors, closed minds, closed hearts.
    Jesus finds his way through all of these, even when I am the one who closed them.
    Thank God for the Holy Spirit.


Submit a Comment

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

Latest Posts

John on sabbatical

John on sabbatical

a podcast conversation with Triona Doocey asking some challenging questions about my sabbatical weeks.

sabbatical update

sabbatical update

I’m like Thomas. I need to experience Christ. Happy Feast Day to all of us who seek greater maturity of faith

growing up

growing up

Thomas was not doubting as much as seeking; he was expressing the desire of one who truly yearns for adult faith.

another way

another way

Surely the real mortality in our sin is not any particular action or omission itself, but what we do after we realise our sin



I have no doubt that God used the stars to shift my focus from my own failures and successes to the God I was seeking to follow.