Simon Peter said, ‘Lord, where are you going?’ John 13
I’ve been taking more phone-pics than usual and using many of them for these posts. Yesterday on a stroll in in rural Canterbury I noticed a change in the trees. Bishop Ashby used to say at this time of the year “it’s a touch autumnal” and today, even in the warm afternoon sun the trees reminded me that autumn is nigh. It’s a touch autumnal.
I wasn’t going anywhere in particular as I walked yesterday, but summer here in Aotearoa is passing into autumn and soon it will be Winter. Many FFF readers in the Northern Hemisphere are welcoming spring, and before too long we will again be doing the same.
The seasons of the earth teach us about decline, death, and resurrection and that in itself is a powerful reflection of the journey of Holy-Week
Today I am moved by Peter’s question to Jesus: “where are you going?”
This is a question I ask of Jesus: Lord, where are you going? And there are many similar questions: Jesus what are you doing? Lord why did you let this happen?
As I ask these questions I sometimes feel my resistance to any answer. Other times I sense my readiness to listen and even to follow. Yes I’m hesitant about experiencing betrayal, being abandoned by friends, and journeying to the cross, but there are also seeds of willingness in me.
Then I realise that not only does Jesus ask me this question (John, where are you going) because he fears I am going to stray, but Jesus wants to know where I am going so that he can get there first and meet me there.
And today I understand again that Christian faith is not about working out where Jesus is going and following him there. Instead faith is a relationship with the divine lived in the joys, the hopes, the griefs and the anxieties of each hour. S
Sometimes I follow Jesus, and other times Jesus follows me. Whatever the path of the journey we are happy as long as we meet.
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