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I know a few people including several Food For Faith readers who are nearing death.

Some of these are elderly and accepting that their life on earth is naturally coming to an end.

Others are struggling with poor health and living with diagnoses of terminal illness.

I learn a lot from these people. All of them are in some way, in the words of Dylan Thomas, rightly raging against the dying of the light.

The Swiss-American psychiatrist, Elisabeth Kübler-Ross in her work on death and dying helps us to appreciate the rightness of our rage when faced with death, whether it be the death that comes at the end of earthly life or the many daily deaths in the form of loss, separation and failure.

In those I know who are preparing for death, or experiencing any form of loss, I see the signs of healthy movement towards death: (in the model presented by Kübler-Ross) denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance.

This comes home to me personally when I acknowledge that I have many more years behind me than ahead of me since I’m not expecting to reach 120+ years of age.

I used to think, when considering a possible adventure: I’ll do that one day. Now I realise that I probably won’t – there’s just not enough time to do the many things on my bucket list.

Increasingly these days when I’m giving time to prayer, I feel regrets and hurts. I feel the aches and pains and I’m aware of the missed opportunities and future anxieties when I pray.

Then I realise that my mistake here is that I’m focussed on me and MY regrets, MY hurts, MY aches, MY anxieties.

All these thoughts might seem a clumsy introduction to Jesus on Mount Tabor in today’s gospel reading with Peter, James and John. No doubt it seemed like an ordinary day as this little group of friends strolled the hour or two up the hill. As they hiked they would have been chatting about ordinary stuff, anxieties, aches hurts and regrets. The focus would have been on themselves as it is in so much of our conversation.

What happened atop that little mountain shifted their focus and they together tasted the life-beyond-death for which they longed. They touched eternity and were caught up in the life that was more real than their earthly concerns:  a brighter light and (as the divine voice from heaven announced): You are in the presence of the divine, my Son Jesus. Listen to Him.

One writer puts it this way:

“The mountain is the place of ascent – not only outward, but also inward ascent; it is a liberation from the burden of everyday life, a breathing in of the pure air of creation; it offers a view of the broad expanse of creation and its beauty; it gives one an inner peak to stand on and an intuitive sense of the Creator.” Jesus of Nazareth Volume II

Whenever we are faced with death we are experiencing the often unwelcome and painful invitation to ascend this mountain of hope and light.

Listen to today’s Homily Studio, a conversation based on today’s Liturgy Readings, at this link.

Send your date and time to add to the list, and just turn up at at one of the advertised gatherings, just one hour, focussing on where we are encountering Christ.

CHRISTCHURCH
Monday 17 March 10.00am (wear Green for St. Patrick)
Invitation from Trish
Cafe Moko
Bush Inn Centre, Waimairi Rd.

TRENTHAM
Tuesday 18th March 1pm
Invitation from Kat
Cafe Equinox
458 Fergusson Drive, Trentham,

NEW PLYMOUTH
Wednesday 19 March 10.00am
Invitation from Joan
Stumble Inn
200 Mangorei Road New Plymouth

AUCKLAND NORTH SHORE
Thursday 20 March 10.30am
Invitation from Catherine
Columbus Coffee
219 Don McKinnon Drive (outside Westfield overlooking the lake) Albany

LOWER HUTT
Wed 26 March 10.30am
Invite from Catherine
Columbus Cafe in Mitre 10
25 Bouverie St, Petone.